another post...
yepz it has been more than 1 month since my last post.. well at first, i thought i can post my blog using iphone. but the stupid phone is unable to write anything except for the title.. grrrr...
anyway, it has been a very busy week last week. but it was an achievement for me. yep i FINALLY fulfilled my wish to perform on stage..!!! GOD is great, GOD is so generous... ! I have desire to perform in such a long time. That time when I joined the dance class in my company, I regretted I did not join earlier, otherwise I could join them to perform in my company's previous year d&d. And I keep my wish in my heart, hoping that I was given a chance. And BAM!! this year i was asked to join. well at first, there was no news at all, coz there were not enough people interested in participating. I thought, well it was not meant to be. It was 2 weeks before the performance day and I havent heard any news, so I thought it was cancelled due to lack of participants. But then, come the good news. How happy I was...!!!
During the rehearsal on the venue, it was a very different feeling. I was okay during rehearsal, but on the actual day, there was another dry run, and I was sooo nervous.. I kept doing the wrong steps. ARGGHH..! Hours leading to our performance, I really could not take it. The stress level was soo high. It did cross my mind that I regretted joining this performance. It did not help also that I kept doing the wrong steps. Plus the makeup artist put on an ugly makeup on me and the hair as well. Those are the things that can make girls look pretty and happy, yet she messed me up!! I was too stressed also to be bothered with all of these, even though I brought my makeup i was so stressed to touch up my makeup. anwyay, i think all those werent matter, as doing the dance moves right was more important.
Minutes to our turn to perform, i really can not take the stress!! I guess i was the one who was soo stressed the whole time. The grand entrance should be excited, but I could not wave at all. I was soo stressed. When I was on stage, stood on the side waiting for my turn to show up, my body was cold, my heart beat faster than normal. With God's blessing, I managed to do my steps right. I really could not content my happiness when I did all right on my first segment, I was facing towards the judges so I had to make sure I did it correctly. Ohhhh.. I felt that I could smile when I did the "love" sign... Ohhhh..
I was super super relieved when the performance was over.. !!! I was soo happpyyy.. I will remember this moment for the rest of my life.. !! I achieved it. To top it all, we won 2nd prize!!!!! How great was that!!!!
after the performance, I could dance and shout my heart out!!! I was soooo relieved and happpyy. I could not express how happy I was... the moment is still lingering until now...
This chapter taught me, that GOD will grant my wishes, if I ask Him and I work hard towards them. My faith become stronger. I will never doubt God's power in answering our prayer. I hope I feel more confident in what I want to do next. With God's grace and guidance and blessing, I m sure I will achieve it. THANK YOU GOD..!
anyway, it has been a very busy week last week. but it was an achievement for me. yep i FINALLY fulfilled my wish to perform on stage..!!! GOD is great, GOD is so generous... ! I have desire to perform in such a long time. That time when I joined the dance class in my company, I regretted I did not join earlier, otherwise I could join them to perform in my company's previous year d&d. And I keep my wish in my heart, hoping that I was given a chance. And BAM!! this year i was asked to join. well at first, there was no news at all, coz there were not enough people interested in participating. I thought, well it was not meant to be. It was 2 weeks before the performance day and I havent heard any news, so I thought it was cancelled due to lack of participants. But then, come the good news. How happy I was...!!!
During the rehearsal on the venue, it was a very different feeling. I was okay during rehearsal, but on the actual day, there was another dry run, and I was sooo nervous.. I kept doing the wrong steps. ARGGHH..! Hours leading to our performance, I really could not take it. The stress level was soo high. It did cross my mind that I regretted joining this performance. It did not help also that I kept doing the wrong steps. Plus the makeup artist put on an ugly makeup on me and the hair as well. Those are the things that can make girls look pretty and happy, yet she messed me up!! I was too stressed also to be bothered with all of these, even though I brought my makeup i was so stressed to touch up my makeup. anwyay, i think all those werent matter, as doing the dance moves right was more important.
Minutes to our turn to perform, i really can not take the stress!! I guess i was the one who was soo stressed the whole time. The grand entrance should be excited, but I could not wave at all. I was soo stressed. When I was on stage, stood on the side waiting for my turn to show up, my body was cold, my heart beat faster than normal. With God's blessing, I managed to do my steps right. I really could not content my happiness when I did all right on my first segment, I was facing towards the judges so I had to make sure I did it correctly. Ohhhh.. I felt that I could smile when I did the "love" sign... Ohhhh..
I was super super relieved when the performance was over.. !!! I was soo happpyyy.. I will remember this moment for the rest of my life.. !! I achieved it. To top it all, we won 2nd prize!!!!! How great was that!!!!
after the performance, I could dance and shout my heart out!!! I was soooo relieved and happpyy. I could not express how happy I was... the moment is still lingering until now...
This chapter taught me, that GOD will grant my wishes, if I ask Him and I work hard towards them. My faith become stronger. I will never doubt God's power in answering our prayer. I hope I feel more confident in what I want to do next. With God's grace and guidance and blessing, I m sure I will achieve it. THANK YOU GOD..!
posted by Peppermint @ 9:16 PM
